See

We’ll pick up tomorrow – tomorrow being Monday (hopefully).

I’ve had a couple of weeks of no rules. Just “let’s not drink” – on weekdays. Besides practically forcing myself to drink alone at weekends, it has worked. (I’m drunk now by the way – it’s Thursday).

The post about Jewel was me back on the booze. It was present – at the time. This is present, now (… on the booze).

I met my uncle he’s reformed or recovering or whatever it is. I think of him now. I purposely met him in a coffee shop. I’m generally not drinking mid week and it’s working well. He brought up the subject. Part of the conversation was that he’d felt himself ‘a drinker’ part of it was how creative stuff comes from drinking.

I can’t deny either. Except to say I’m a creative type. Very. I’ve done good on my nights off lately – creatively.

I’ve done fuck all here (drinkonce….com …) since quitting quitting (it was all of eleven days completely off the booze – which included a night of being drunk!) but I read over it now and it reads good. Fucking good for the most part.

I have many more drunken stories and I’d like to get to them. I’d like to get to them sober. This could be a testament to that or it could be a bunch of decent stories told well. (The fact that they’re told sober is the only testament, but let it stand!)

For the moment I’m like this. Kind of drunk. Just now. I don’t mind just now. In fact I like it. But, fuck, I actually dig being sober for the majority of my time a lot more. For the moment at least (and I say that, in the moment… drunk!… but…).

We’ll see.

I would like to see…